Darkness in the Light of The Way - ( Part 3 )

 After running in to the end of the ally head on, I was slightly disoriented. I remember sliding down the wall thinking I was dreaming because of the blackness fading in to my view. After a moment and I was able to see clearly again through the darkness, I realized I was not dreaming, I was cornered in a dark alley by a strange man, huge, almost twice my size or more.

 He had a crazy look in his eyes as he crouched so he could stoke my cheek as he held a horrible grin on his face. He was mumbling something but I could only hear the ringing in my ears. I tried pushing him away, but he seemed to enjoy that more. Laughing as I weakly struggled against him and he started to strip me, telling me no matter what I do, he will have his own way.

 I was freaking out, not knowing what to do. I fault his forced sexual attempts, which only angered him. He seemed to go crazy then, only wanting to kill me and nothing more. His fist pounding against me, feet kicking me, all the while he laughed in his cocky way and pulling out a blade. After what seemed like forever from his attacked on my body, wounding me horribly, I was able to crawl past him.

 I climbed to my feet and ran as fast as I could away from him and the city. Never wanting to return there again. I made my way back to the cave in dire pain and wounded beyond repair. I was expecting my death because I have never had pains so horrible and bad. I laid against the cold wall of the cave with my blood pooling on the floor under me.

 I was thinking about what comes after death. Angry I would never have my revenge for Tesy's death. I sat there shivering from being stripped and the cold cave. I was unable to move from the blood loss, pain and on the edge of unconsciousness, when I saw a man instantly appear before me. The air around him inhuman but a sense of deadly power kept in a cage waiting to get free.

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Darkness in the Light of The Way - ( Part 2 )

 After what seemed like forever in the cave, alone and powerless, I finally put decided it was time to go beyond the cave, search for other things I would find new to me. I never knew the time while I was in the cave but once I found the opening it was bright and blinding. My vision was so use to very little light. I shielded my eyes as I stumbled out of the cave.

 Once my eyesight came back to normal I started exploring the area. Each outing going farther away. I would always go back to the cave, it was becoming the only place familiar to me in my new world as a human. I hated that. The pain of knowing my past. Having taken free will and allowed it to destroy what I was created to be. But the pain pushed me on. I wanted to find a way to the gods, I may have been human but I would at least die battle after killing Tesy's slayer.

 After wondering around for weeks, exploring more land and finding towns my will to live and carry on slowly started to fade. I realized I was useless, I was nothing. I knew of nothing, couldn't hunt, fight, work or any thing. I watched kids in villages and learned how to steal so I was able to feed my self. It was the best I could do. I lived off of cave water and stolen bread.

 One day I was out and made the mistake of walking into an old city I knew nothing of. The people were new to be, as was the food and language. I felt lost. Every one looked at me as though they saw me for who I was and wanted to punish me for it. Fear seized my throat as I realized I had some one following me. The sensation tingled down my spin.

 I quickened my pace, hoping the follower would go in another direction, but they never did. By the foot falls I knew it was a male, that had my human heart pumping faster. I may have not known much about humans but I knew some of the things they did. After awhile my pace was up to a jog, so was the followers. Every one around looked but continued on with their business. I turned a corner, hoping it will lead me away from the town.

 As I ran down the ally, it was getting darker. With the sun setting I was unable to see my way down the ally. I had no idea where it ended or if there was a turn off. My feet pounding against the ground, and hearing the echo of heavier steps still following me. Panic was high as I tried to run away. But as my luck had it, I ran right into a wall, the end of the ally. A dark ally with no way out and some one large following me.

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Darkness in the Light of The Way - ( Part 1 )

 I awoken in a cave in the Middle Realm, or as others will call it, Earth. The cave I was in seemed to have never been touched by human hands. I didnt know the name of the cave. From what I have learned is, it is now called Cueva del Fantasma, "The cave of the ghost", somewhere in Venezuela.

 I could understand why it had its name. There was this ghostly feeling to it. There were sounds I couldnt find the source of. Though I couldnt see a way out, I would feel hot and cold air brush against my skin. Shadows slightly moved around with out light. I was sure I was not alone, their was some one else here.

 I turned my head to look around. My head pounding like my heart was moved to my skull, body aching with a pain I have never known in my existence. I tried to push my self up from the cold wet ground, barely having the strength to do so. I was only able to prop my self up on one arm. I tried to use my powers to take me back to the throne room but my powers no longer worked.

 I laid back against the floor, crying silently. With out my powers I was nothing, was not a warrior, was not even an angel. I fell from the Higher Realm. At that point I hated myself for my mistakes. I should never have accepted free will, nor should I have allowed myself to get close to Tesy and her family.

 I stayed in the cave for days not knowing what to do feeling broken with out Tesy and my powers. Even while my body healed at a slower rate then I was used to I was thinking of ways to live in the human world, I knew nothing of their kind.

 After a week or so I started moving around more. I was able to move my legs and arms again. Standing myself I went and searched for water, needing to wash the blood off from the battle with the gods. I needed to find a way back to the gods, the fight was not over. They may have left me to die, but without them dying by my side I will live. I waited for the day to return to them.

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